If the western economy was about to collapse, one would assume that powerful organizations would do their best to keep this from happening e.g. the TV would have everything appear as normal to keep us consuming.
I wonder if the western economy is about to collapse.
My heart is beating. Yeah this is the first time in a long time that I have allowed myself to be honest. Honest with myself and honest with you.. I feel like I have reached something I have forgotten. I have found the bitter man and angry lady inside.. And Im letting them talk.
My inferiority is superior! Fuck everything and fuck my ego!Fuck it! Fuck it!” Fuck it! Fuck IT FUCK IT FUCK IT FUCK IT FUCK IT FUCK IT FUCXK IT FUCK IT FUCK IT FUCK IT FUCK IT FUCK IT FUCK IT FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK IT!
Fuck when I see a web page supposed to display an image but instead is a black square with the words “The Image License Has Expired” written on it! The fucking greed!!
Fuck when Im driving and all traffic systems are built to drive way slower than I feel is natural!
Fuck when I Live and obstacles for living are all around me!
I hate this society! I fucking inner hate it!! Im not saying other societies are better! No wait perhaps the tibetan buddhist societies or how they used to be.. I would like to experience those.. Or the society on Huxleys Island.
But this fucking shit goes nowhere.. Fucking slaves driving in their coffins all over the place.. Everything is gray and dead. Their only escape being the mindless alcohol over consumptions , a drug designed to narrow the perception of the mind.. While any mind broadening drugs have been prohibited due to lies about health concerns! What the fuck is that all about! Now the switch in your head might turn of and make you stop reading due to the subject of drugs - well conditioned prejudices about drugs. Perhaps you should research this subject.. Start with THC. Then you may start realizing that the reasons are very differnt- very different indeed. People broadening their perception cant happen due to the values of our societies in turn becomes transparent and suddenly the slave system will no longer work..
how about politics next.. Fuck that shit and fuck everyone believing it works! suck it!
Been back in the reservation of highly regarded western society for hardly a month and already I feel like exploding. Something has to happen but cant happen. Everything is constructed to keep everything as stable as at all possible. Where I during the two last years have changed from my very core, the house and neighborhood I used to live in has remained untouched. Where are we going with these unchanging lives? The status quo might seem safe but totally against the Darwinism that we so highly regard in our societies. My deepest frustration lies buried here - at every corner of this constructed world lies randomness, stupidity, shortsightedness. Despite of this, the people who lives here largely believes everything is well.. Why are so few of us able to see. What to do with these vast amounts of frustration. No wonder more intelligent people are more likely to becomes drug addicts and alcoholics. A society ruled by the stupid needs no wise men.
This increasing complexity of our world is going to be the death of our freedom. Soon no person can make money on his own due to the increasing requirements in complexity and technology. No longer will our societies thrive on “good ideas” but instead only the combination of “good ideas and money”. This will surely insure that richer becomes richer and the poor becomes slaves.. Not to say that we are not already slaves. We are very much already slaves in our western societies built purely of stupidity and egoism. Built on hate and power trips. Built not to last but to suppress. Indeed the nail that sticks out gets hammered. I for one will no longer stand it. The anger i feel at times is becoming overwhelming and I doubt our civilization can be saved. Nor do i think it should be saved. We need to start over and built everything on love and selflessness. We are headed towards a revolution in any case - except ofcourse if the power people of our day gets even better mass brainwashing tools than they already have.
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Insanity is not only a privilege for the rich.
To let go lets your soul take control. Episodes of pure randomness reveals a deeper meaning. Lean back into your warm soft couch of madness and laugh as you see. Slip away into unconditional joy. Emerge yourself in infinite chaos and attain the unknown. Clench your thirsty mind with the sweet drink of pure inspiration. Release your frail human survival rationality as revolt and disorder becomes your key to grandeur.
Have a cigar
Democracy - empowering the rich while fooling the poor since 400 BC
Democracy - coz the TV says we are well informed
Democracy - coz multibillion dollar corporations just didn’t have enough power
Democracy - coz the masses knows best
Democracy - coz dad says so
Democracy - a celebration of unbiased media
Democrazy - coz you have to vote!
Beautiful possessions
divide my heart in three
the flow of dirty sheets
hides the cause for tears
reason turns to poison
in this triple act of sin
Beautiful possessions
twirl me in desire
wave of wicket passion
soon to crash on shore
But beautiful possessions
your load will leave me stranded
Beautiful possessions
I’m strung out on your passion
I must escape this high
before a pleasure overdose
Energy is gone
thoughts grounded
death of joy
endless possibilities cut short
the light is dimmed
truth in hiding
Why this feeling? The current has shifted. Confusion. Planning is futile - direction unknown. Where is it taking me? How do I surf this wave? The heart seems quiet. Blinded. Indifferent.
Depression setting in - it must not get a foothold. Regret from roads not taken. Fear of loosing a good friend. Pain from parting with a good life.
The good road is coming to an end and morning mist hides the road ahead. Its direction indeterminable.
The tunnels we walk tirelessly
sunlight deep in memory
brightness seen as children
before the tunnels we entered
With promise of brighter suns
we move along the crowd
through downward spirals
into the infinite darkness
We follow a compass of fear
given to us by our parents
with distractions we bury the truth
the unspeakable that exists in the heart
