My heart is beating. Yeah this is the first time in a long time that I have allowed myself to be honest. Honest with myself and honest with you.. I feel like I have reached something I have forgotten. I have found the bitter man and angry lady inside.. And Im letting them talk.
My inferiority is superior! Fuck everything and fuck my ego!Fuck it! Fuck it!” Fuck it! Fuck IT FUCK IT FUCK IT FUCK IT FUCK IT FUCK IT FUCXK IT FUCK IT FUCK IT FUCK IT FUCK IT FUCK IT FUCK IT FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK IT!
Fuck when I see a web page supposed to display an image but instead is a black square with the words “The Image License Has Expired” written on it! The fucking greed!!
Fuck when Im driving and all traffic systems are built to drive way slower than I feel is natural!
Fuck when I Live and obstacles for living are all around me!
I hate this society! I fucking inner hate it!! Im not saying other societies are better! No wait perhaps the tibetan buddhist societies or how they used to be.. I would like to experience those.. Or the society on Huxleys Island.
But this fucking shit goes nowhere.. Fucking slaves driving in their coffins all over the place.. Everything is gray and dead. Their only escape being the mindless alcohol over consumptions , a drug designed to narrow the perception of the mind.. While any mind broadening drugs have been prohibited due to lies about health concerns! What the fuck is that all about! Now the switch in your head might turn of and make you stop reading due to the subject of drugs - well conditioned prejudices about drugs. Perhaps you should research this subject.. Start with THC. Then you may start realizing that the reasons are very differnt- very different indeed. People broadening their perception cant happen due to the values of our societies in turn becomes transparent and suddenly the slave system will no longer work..
how about politics next.. Fuck that shit and fuck everyone believing it works! suck it!